When I was young one of my uncles wife molested and raped me. It went on for sometime until one day I refused to go to her when she called me. The sexual abuse I experienced caused me to want to sleep with a lot of women. In my fifties God is still healing me. Anonymous writer.

At the age of 11 I would always go with my cousin to his mom's boyfriend's house. This man asked me to wait and he would take me where my cousins were going but soon I learned that wasn't his plan. He took me to the store and we got snacks but when we got back in the van he went back to his place. I was confused and asked why did we return there. He stated he forgot something and then told me to come with him. Once we got in his apartment he locked the door and cornered me. I became scared and kept asking to go home or take me to my cousin. He refused and proceeded to put his hands on my chest and every place he thought he was entitled to and soon he was on top of me. He tried to make me do the same in return. He did this every time I saw him for 3yrs and I was too scared to tell my Aunt. She made me go with my cousin which I never understood. So I felt trapped and forced to face him . I started a journal and kept all of what happened in it . Because I had no one to speak to that I felt comfortable with. Years later, I was at my dad's house and was transferring the last page to my new book and assumed I ripped it up.Later we found out he had done this to his niece and several other young girls. From that point forward I had a hard time dealing with men. I would fight whoever came close to attempting anything. But by God's grace I have overcome the fear of seeing him. I have taught my girls what not to allow and how to fight back to break away from this time of situation.